Hopelessly Me

Hopelessly Me

hey_its_talia

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favorite poem

[Jul. 23rd, 2006|10:55 pm]

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After a while, you learn the subtle difference

and between holding a hand and chaining a soul,

And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning

And company doesn't mean security,

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts

And presents aren't promises,

And you begin to accept your defeats

With the grace of a woman,

not the grief of a child,

And learn to build all your roads on today

Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans,

And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight

And after a while, you learn That even sunshine burns if you get too much.

So you plant your own garden

and decorate your own soul,

Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure...

That you really are strong

And you really do have worth

And you learn

and learn...

With every goodbye, you learn.

this peom keeps me going
i read it as much as i can
it's so uplifting
i absolutly love it

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bad friend

[Jul. 23rd, 2006|10:41 pm]

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she says i am a bad friend
-i don't spend enough time with her
-i am a btich
-i am selfish
-i'm annoying
-i don't think about others
-i'm boycrazed
-i don't care about her
sure some of those are true
but aren't they for most tennagers?
she always has something to say about me and how i'm nto good enough
how i am stupid and whatnot
she really never has anythign nice to say about me
and i know that sounds selfish to say
but being around her i feel small and unimportant
i am not as nice as her as pretty as her not nearly as smart as her as anything as her
she is pretty much better at me at everything
but thats nothing new i am like that with all my friends the not being as w.e as they are
so i am getting used to that part

but i do my best as a friend
and i do care about my friends more then you'll know
and i love them
and i would do anythign for them
and it hurts to know
they only see the bad stuff in me
that the good doesn't count one bit
and the fact that trying means nothing

i don't mean for this entire thing to be me complaining
but she told me to get one of these to let it all out
so i am letting it all out
and wondring
i i have ONE friend just one who can accept me with all my faults
and deal with the bad and enjoy the good
just like i deal with their faults and love them for everythign they are and can be

so in the end
what am i left with...
i'm not sure
but maybe if i change
i will be accepted
maybe not
you never know
girls well friends can be cruel

all anyone wants is to be accepted
that's all
and that's what i want
is that too much to ask?

talia

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